i can't have you never ever goin' away from me.....
i love oldies ;o)<33
hehe. so I have to buy an external soon. I don't know why I am blogging. Oh right.
Never show care towards a person who seriously seems like he doesn't give a flying FUCK. I swear, some people are just super unappreciative and seem like they never care. I mean, come on, show that you do right? Show that you care a little bit or something - don't fucking make my effort seem so wasted. Hey, but I ain't the type to be sad about it, obviously I get a little pissy about shit like that... So it's only expected that I stop giving a shit!
Hmmm. I don't know what else to blog about. Tumblr doesn't seem as exciting anymore. Maybe it's because I don't follow enough people or something. Everything seems super repetitive. Hot girls, food, hot guys, tattoos, piercings, food, food, food, hot guys, food, memes..... Over and over and over again. Not complaining, but it's just...not as exciting anymore.
Oh and I tried to play maplestory on my mac.. AIN'T HAPPENIN. Apparently maplestory is not on Mac. What in fucks name!!!! Maybe gunbound is. I don't know. I want to play games, that's all I know.
I don't want to just play video games though, I seriously wanna get back out there and start playin' the game again... That's probably pretty bad - I mean, how old am I right? But it is so fucking fun..... :-\ I am a terrible person sometimes. Why not be a little flirt? So. Fucking. Fun.
And I am sort of upset that Eric doesn't seem to think that it'd be right for me to date a certain someone :-( Eric if you read this I love you and I believe that you are looking out for me and have my best interest at mind<3
I seriously need to stop shopping. I always feel like I have to buy something when I go out. Today I bought a sweater. I really really like the sweater... I also bought a hat. What the fuck am I going to do with a hat? I'm probably going to return it tomorrow.
I am super tired, but tomorrow might be eventful so I am partially excited as well. Eh...Idon'tknow.
I always find interest in guys who show no interest towards me. And I wonder why I'm single sometimes? tRIPPIN BALLS. I am single because guys generally don't like me because well...I am like a fricking guy. I mean, I don't care...but at the same time, I guess it bothers me a little because what kind of guy wants a girl like me?
There are times that I love myself, and times that I seriously just....don't. LOL. Not that I ever HATE myself -- I could never!!! I do wonder why guys like me sometimes though.
Like, I know that I'm smart and moderately attractive. Everything else I do... I guess I could change the things I do, I could change my ways & weird antics, but then I wouldn't be myself. And I wouldn't want a guy to like me in an uncomfortable state. This.. is not something I need to be worrying about at the moment.. So I'm just going to stop blogging. Hehe bye world :-)
<3
Friday, July 29, 2011
Tuesday, July 26, 2011
i don't know what to say..
LALALA HI.
so today I had work. I was covering for someone, and it was actually kind of busy. on a fucking tuesday? jeeez. one of my coworkers fell like how I did one time. it was absolutely horrid :( I left though. I hope they do something about the ground because it's extremely slippery sometimes. Lots of hours this pay period=] Good since I'm not working the next 3 days that I am supposed to. Wisdom teeth removal :( Brandon is the only person that is making me feel like it won't kill me... Everyone else is like "you're going to cry" "you're going to bleed out and die" "it's going to hurt like hell" "your face is going to be so swollen and it'll hurt to do anything".
-_-!!!! I bought half a size too small for my black free runs so I have to get half a size bigger, but I have been too lazy. Meh, I haven't been able to go to the gym lately. Either I've been too fricking exhausted or busy. Combination of both, actually. I really like Taylor Swift. Ummmmmm today on my break, Daniel and Brandon came to visit me to help them with their homework. And I went to Infinitel. Kevin was there instead of Jay. He taught me how to make my phone faster. I am so excited to get the droid 3 because it is fricking AWESOMEEEEE! I can't wait. I mean, the incredible 2 isn't super bad, but I just want the droid 3 <333 Omg I am going to match with Brandon like.. to the max.... LOL -__-!!
I hope I don't have any crazy cravings when I'm recovering from the wisdom teeth extraction. EEEK. I was craving fucking clam chowder today. How crazy -_- I'm fucking allergic to clams like hell. I think. Lol fucking terrible. I need to clean my room. I am going to be stuck in here for two weeks. I should clean on Friday. I probably will, after I wash my car. Or maybe before. Eh I don't know. This week is so busy for me. School then work and then school and then work..... so fun </3!!!!
Rafting on saturday was so frking fun, I must do it again with my boys <3 heheee!!! I love them. Mucho mucho. Eric was just calling me a working girl, and I corrected him and told him working WOMAN, and he signed off on me. What a fucking asshole. HEHEHE. Just kidding. I love Eric. He always makes me smile.
I hate when people are like "you could have had this", "I would do all this for you", "I would be this and that for you". God damn it, it's like.. you have NO freaking idea how you're going to act. Making up scenarios in your head doesn't mean jack shit.... It's in your head and not reality for a reason. Shit is always fucking perfect in my head, but it doesn't mean that it's going to be perfect in real life. Obviously, you don't always get what you want - especially if it's not of tangible substance... (does that make sense?) HEH. Kind of just .. crossed my mind.
OHKAY. Good fucking bye.
so today I had work. I was covering for someone, and it was actually kind of busy. on a fucking tuesday? jeeez. one of my coworkers fell like how I did one time. it was absolutely horrid :( I left though. I hope they do something about the ground because it's extremely slippery sometimes. Lots of hours this pay period=] Good since I'm not working the next 3 days that I am supposed to. Wisdom teeth removal :( Brandon is the only person that is making me feel like it won't kill me... Everyone else is like "you're going to cry" "you're going to bleed out and die" "it's going to hurt like hell" "your face is going to be so swollen and it'll hurt to do anything".
-_-!!!! I bought half a size too small for my black free runs so I have to get half a size bigger, but I have been too lazy. Meh, I haven't been able to go to the gym lately. Either I've been too fricking exhausted or busy. Combination of both, actually. I really like Taylor Swift. Ummmmmm today on my break, Daniel and Brandon came to visit me to help them with their homework. And I went to Infinitel. Kevin was there instead of Jay. He taught me how to make my phone faster. I am so excited to get the droid 3 because it is fricking AWESOMEEEEE! I can't wait. I mean, the incredible 2 isn't super bad, but I just want the droid 3 <333 Omg I am going to match with Brandon like.. to the max.... LOL -__-!!
I hope I don't have any crazy cravings when I'm recovering from the wisdom teeth extraction. EEEK. I was craving fucking clam chowder today. How crazy -_- I'm fucking allergic to clams like hell. I think. Lol fucking terrible. I need to clean my room. I am going to be stuck in here for two weeks. I should clean on Friday. I probably will, after I wash my car. Or maybe before. Eh I don't know. This week is so busy for me. School then work and then school and then work..... so fun </3!!!!
Rafting on saturday was so frking fun, I must do it again with my boys <3 heheee!!! I love them. Mucho mucho. Eric was just calling me a working girl, and I corrected him and told him working WOMAN, and he signed off on me. What a fucking asshole. HEHEHE. Just kidding. I love Eric. He always makes me smile.
I hate when people are like "you could have had this", "I would do all this for you", "I would be this and that for you". God damn it, it's like.. you have NO freaking idea how you're going to act. Making up scenarios in your head doesn't mean jack shit.... It's in your head and not reality for a reason. Shit is always fucking perfect in my head, but it doesn't mean that it's going to be perfect in real life. Obviously, you don't always get what you want - especially if it's not of tangible substance... (does that make sense?) HEH. Kind of just .. crossed my mind.
OHKAY. Good fucking bye.
Saturday, July 2, 2011
I love my life.
I absolutely love my life. I love every single person in it at the moment. <3
Everything is completely falling into place. Every single little thing. I am appreciating the things around me more than I ever have before. I have a job, amazing friends, good grades.. I'm finally getting into shape, I absolutely love my biceps & legs. I don't think life has been better, and it can only go up from here as long as I stay on the right path! Yay.
Today was nice. the weather was absolutely amazing. It was nice that I finally got a day off to really be at home to take a nap... First time I've napped all summer!! Really haven't spent much time at home during the day.
So recap on my fucking LIFE lately because it has been a long time since I've blogged. ummmletsseee.....
Six flags with Brandon & Daniel last week was fun, but it was super crowded. My first sunburn <33 wasn't as amazing as I thought it'd be because it wasn't too bad.
Working out with my chiro is super tiring, but fun! We watched hangover 2, and I kept laughing. Laughing is a workout too!
Went to Half Moon Bay with mi madre to claim a groupon. Dinner was so delicious!! We ordered just the right amount of food, and she really liked the oysters. The drive would have been nicer were it not raining, but whatevs it was still a really cool experience=]
Anatomy class...omg..we saw the cadaver and I literally almost fainted. They should have covered the face because that was not something I was ready to see. I was not ready to see it at all, actually. I clung on to my new friend, Heidriths. I think I grabbed Mozammel at one point because I was scared out of my mind. I didn't know what to do! Formaldehyde does NOT smell pleasant to say the least.. The experience was interesting. It's definitely something unforgettable.... I'm going to have to look at it for the next four weeks fuckkkk.... We grabbed in & out afterwards, and had a really nice conversation! :) I'm glad I met him! he's such a sweet guy.
Todayyy, I saw my xbest from sophomore year... We had a nice conversation. I wish we had more time to hang out, but not a big deal! Plenty of opportunities.
I bought a shirt today from BR. I like the shirt. Now I am sitting here with nada to do..
What the fuck, it's midnight? Okay good night world. <3
Everything is completely falling into place. Every single little thing. I am appreciating the things around me more than I ever have before. I have a job, amazing friends, good grades.. I'm finally getting into shape, I absolutely love my biceps & legs. I don't think life has been better, and it can only go up from here as long as I stay on the right path! Yay.
Today was nice. the weather was absolutely amazing. It was nice that I finally got a day off to really be at home to take a nap... First time I've napped all summer!! Really haven't spent much time at home during the day.
So recap on my fucking LIFE lately because it has been a long time since I've blogged. ummmletsseee.....
Six flags with Brandon & Daniel last week was fun, but it was super crowded. My first sunburn <33 wasn't as amazing as I thought it'd be because it wasn't too bad.
Working out with my chiro is super tiring, but fun! We watched hangover 2, and I kept laughing. Laughing is a workout too!
Went to Half Moon Bay with mi madre to claim a groupon. Dinner was so delicious!! We ordered just the right amount of food, and she really liked the oysters. The drive would have been nicer were it not raining, but whatevs it was still a really cool experience=]
Anatomy class...omg..we saw the cadaver and I literally almost fainted. They should have covered the face because that was not something I was ready to see. I was not ready to see it at all, actually. I clung on to my new friend, Heidriths. I think I grabbed Mozammel at one point because I was scared out of my mind. I didn't know what to do! Formaldehyde does NOT smell pleasant to say the least.. The experience was interesting. It's definitely something unforgettable.... I'm going to have to look at it for the next four weeks fuckkkk.... We grabbed in & out afterwards, and had a really nice conversation! :) I'm glad I met him! he's such a sweet guy.
Todayyy, I saw my xbest from sophomore year... We had a nice conversation. I wish we had more time to hang out, but not a big deal! Plenty of opportunities.
I bought a shirt today from BR. I like the shirt. Now I am sitting here with nada to do..
What the fuck, it's midnight? Okay good night world. <3
Subscribe to:
Posts (Atom)