you don't even have the nerve to ever say that you're sorry...

AGAIN! With the old music....what up..

I was irritated earlier, so I turned off my phone. Still off. Planning on leaving it off for the rest of the night. It's good to get away from everything.

when shit starts getting to your head & you can't think straight, step back from it all and fucking chill.
I need to relax. It's all over. It's my fault, I put this shit on myself, so there is NOBODY to blame but myself. Stressin' isn't gonna help me, so I just gotta move forward.

I logged off iChat & Skype as well. Disconnection is healthy sometimes. Partial disconnection anyways hehe. Still blogging .. I was going to write in my diary - but I am far too tired for that. My hands are tired. God damn it, i'm already beginning to get an oil thing on my space bar :( Oh well, it's bound to happen.

So fucking nervous for tomorrow. Didn't know it would come so sooon... ;___; *thatswhatshesaid

I wanted to eat some hot cheeto fries earlier, but my mom kept saying no because I shouldn't have too much leftover crap in my stomach tomorrow morn. ;__; FML THE CRAVING GOT SO BAD. It's still frking bad, but I'm wearing my retainer so blah.

lol.. "as long as you keep your fantasies to yourself" ... ughh i fucking wish :(

sooo fucking fine. lip. fucking. bite.<3

I need sleep bye