eyes hurt -_-

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it's morning and i'm bored. i woke up an hour ago, and didn't go back to sleep for some reason. i want to go to sleep now but i have 4 minutes until my alarm clock will go off. FABULOUS. my eyes are in so much pain i don't understand why. i need to go to costco to see the eye doctor soon. new contacts...please.. :(

i got home kind of early kind of late last night... oh well. my room doesn't stink. i wouldn't know if it did anyways, i'm disgusting. i'm not excited for work... at all. .__. fml i do not want to go to work but whatevs, gotta make money to pay my bills :x!!! i'm such a sad person. fucklife LOL. i bought a new purse. it's pretty I FUCKING LOVE IT. it's so shiny i've been wanting a bag like this for SO LONG. can't believe i found one that was on sale too <3 happygirlLLllll ok guess my life isn't so sad anymore

fuck punctuation.... it's hard to hit all the keys when im laying on my stomach cus my wrist is all pressed against the keyboard in an excruciatingly painful fashion. ahhh so last night babe + i found out that we won't be able to spend spring break together because they're situated within 3 weeks. his comes first, then a week, then mine. HOW FUCKING LAME IS THAT. i'm so sad. :( i wanted to go away with him again!! fuuuuck. not gonna be able to do that til SUMMER? :\ not a happygirl at all. LOL I AM FUCKING BIPOLAR. or i'm just tired and don't understand my emotions. i need to get out of bed sooon...but NO

FUCK

MY ALARM CLOCK

no

not ok. fuck it i'll just snooze it so i can continue blogging until the time is actually 9:30. i need to comb my hair today since my coworkers actually fucking notice when i don't comb my hair...... WHAT. nobody else ever notices. WHY do they notice. :( why why why me. SHUT UP ALARM CLOCK I HATE AIRPLANES. it's a fucking terrible song. pisses me off.

anyways. i seem like such a negative person in the morning. i love coffee. im going to get coffee later. oh crap. boyfriend's dad invited me to dinner next week ._. should i go..... oH SHIT ALSO REMINDS ME i need to delete games off r4 and put games on it for his cousin.... THATS NOT HAPPENING RIGHT NOW since i only have 7 minutes i will do it tonight when i get off work. wait no i'm going out tonight after work. ill write it down on a piece of paper somewhere and hope that i remember to do it... yeah no that's really not going to happen, i'll just tweet it cus i read my own twitter...

i haven't had starbucks in a long time. i should go to starbucks soon. i need to buy 3 more drinks to maintain my gold level <3 hehehe i am a loser. AH i also bought a gift for my friend in hawaii.... who i met on tumblr... i have to mail it. should i mail it today..wait no i have to write a card to him as well. ah that's not happening until next week, fuck im a lagger. i have so much to do..... but nothing is getting done.... whatevs. i wonder when school opens so i can go and rent my books/buy books. amazon is also fucking up for once..they can't find something that i ordered so it's delayed... i'm so sad :( it's a textbook that i need for a major class tooo...

ON A BRIGHTER NOTE. i got a 3.4 this semester, much lower than i originally wanted but shit i'm happy considering how much effort i really put into this semester.

but yeah fucklife i gotta get ready for work soon. what to wear what to wear

bye

LA ! =]

didn't take any pictures because i didn't wanna carry a bag around so i didn't wanna carry my camera around. my phones a POS too ... so nogo on taking pictures with that thing lol.

buttt i do remember everything :) or almost everything at least... i think!

dec26:
left the house at like 8:30 to pick up b... the drive down there was excruciating.. sooo fucking boring omg. stopped in firebaugh to get gas. next stop was grapevine cus i had to pee really bad. then dropped off my mom in temple city, and we went to our hotel in monrovia. didn't really know what to eat, but there was a place called taisho across the street. ate there, wasn't too bad but wasn't good either lol. the hotel was super chilll <3 ended up going out that night to target and au79. bought water & juice and had a fridge put in our room:). first time ever sleeping in the same bed with boo for an entire night. i was worried that he would snore.. but he didn't! or actually i was just knocked out fuckin COLD. i woke up a few times but got back to sleep no problemo. we woke up pretttty early the next day!

dec27:
was going to go to six flags but ended up not. stayed in san gabriel. didn't really know what to do...we went to nova cafe2 to eat and it was soooo cute. i loved the waitresses, they reminded me so much of my sacramento fam. i had a banana nut belgian waffle. babe cuts his eggs funny cus he doesn't eat the yolks. afterwards we went back to the hotel for idr what, and decided to go out for massages! we went to vivid spa...and it was fucking terrible. never going there again! they forced us to tip $10 .. i mean the massage was ok, but shit .. -_- anyways we had some jelly tea thing.. was interesting, but god, it was expensive. like $8 for a drink ! crazy.. hmm that night i don't really remember what we did. ;_; ok maybe i'm not that good at remembering things. OHHHH i know. babe and i had an argument and we fell asleep.. then we ended up going to get korean food. we didn't realize that the korean place was closing and we felt terrible so we just got a bunch of take out boxes and took it all back to the hotel. ended up eating there and we slept pretty early i believe.

dec28:
woke up to my boyfriend elbowing me... -_- he was alrdy awake so he was bothering me while i was asleep. we don't like to hold each other while we sleep, so i woke up to his arms around me... <3 was sweet=] hehe. anyways we got ready to go to six flags, and apparently i was lagging... idk. drove there, babe fell asleep during the ride. hit 5k miles on my car=] being there was funnnn but the waits for all the rides..not the bizness. not at all :(... we walked around a lot and just talked and stuff. only went on 4 rides. babe hurt his neck somehow. idk. we left around 6 and it was sOOO cold while we were waiting for the tram =[ ugh. drove back to the hotel to decide what we were going to eat. there was a little bit of traffic which sucked.. ended up going to president's thai.. OMGGGGG SOOOO FUCKING LEGIT. and hella good too. holy craaap we got hella food, and free wontons. lOL. asfl;jalsfd i wanna go again!!! we are def going again. went back to the hotel with our food to eat there. i like eating at hotels, idk why. afterwards we went swimming. the pool was tiny and babe was trying to teach me how to swim... but i'm a lost cause. HE howeverrrr is SOOO fucking sexy when he swims!! amazing. i wish he would keep up swimming<3.. anyways we went to the jacuzzi afterwards and we met the hotel owner's brother. his name was jermaine or something. he was hella fucking funny and chill. afterwards we just went up to our room and we stayed up pretty late talking about everything cus it was going to be our last night together :(

dec29:
checked out and headed home ... booo =[

imtiredbye

2012

happy 2012 !!
lotta shit happened during 2011. happy i got out of a terrible relationship. found something worthwhile. got my first job. bought a new car. reunited with my best friend. so much more..

i'm so happy with everything right now.

my boyfriend is the sweetest. i cannot begin to describe how much i appreciate everything that he does for me. we have disagreements, and we have disputes... but we always wanna work things out. it amazes me how well he articulates himself especially when i have nothing to say. he makes me feel so much better, and i know he tries so hard every single day to be the most perfect boyfriend. i have a clear understanding that no one is perfect, and i feel so blessed to have someone who tries so hard for me. i can honestly and truly say that i feel different for him. although i can't bring myself to say that i'm in love with him, i know this relationship is worthwhile. i know that he and i will work things out together, and we will pull through obstacles that come our way. i care for him so much, and i can't wait to see what the new year brings us, more travel & more time together :)<3

i'm so fucking thankful for my best friends. daniel & ryan, especially. they're everything to me and i would do so much for them. they're always available to me when i need someone to talk to and they know exactly how i am. they know what makes me feel better and they know when to give me a reality check. i'm so thankful for them, and i don't know what i would do without them. my life would literally be so dull if i didn't have my boys. i can't find words to describe how much i love my boys because i can't imagine my life without them.


anwyays im fucking tired bye

so many fine women that my head is spinnin

lka;sdjfkl;asjf

today was a fun day at work =] felt bad for tang cus he kept having emergencies so he had to leave twice. ming ended up coming in and finishing up the sushi orders for the rest of the day. buttt my coworkers fucking spoil me!! omg <3 i love them. hahaha. i hate my job sometimes...but they make it so much better:)

anyways i'm at home right now, and my stomach is fucking killin meeee. thomas is coming to see me later, and this morning i've had this super uneasy feeling just about everything so i'm hoping that seeing him will make me feel better :(... fucklife sometimes, swear... mehhh:( im gonna give him his christmas present too. it sucks...but whatevs i guess. :|

i'm so whatever about everything right now because my stomach hurts so fucking bad !!! omg i hope i'm not having stomach problems again. those couple weeks/months or whatever of my life were terrible :( kept thinking i had cancer omg. i need to get health insurance too. good thing i dno't have very many health problems otherwise i'd have a dilemma....

i'm glad i'm staying at home tonight. first friday night in a long time. i am so exhausted from my week! -_- booohooo... i've been driving sooo much for the past couple days. more than average for me. but whatevss .. my driving is hella bad when im tired.. i'm pretty sure everyone drives terribly when they're tired though. ;_; what the hell am i even blogging about at this point...

blahhh .. i kinda just want to sleep . i'm going to sleep early tonight cus ive been doing it for the past couple nights and it's been really good to me!! i can't wait to go christmas shopping tomorrow SARCASM..... =_=

i hope i don't really have to go. i don't want to at all. i've actually spent a good amount of time at the mall. ._. boo fucking hoo. it's been crowded ever since like last saturday.... ;( there's not much stuff to buy either. every customer i've asked about christmas shopping has gotten theirs done... i'm so behind .. fucklife ! lol.

anyways i'm sick of blogging im going to watch modern family or some other crap now

BYEEEee

itzbeenH0Wlong?

myyybad
seems like I have so much to post about... I don't even know where I should start!!!
so..thomas & I have made plans to go to LA the day after christmas <3 my mom is tagging along for the ride down, and we're gonna stay in diff. places. i'm excited. it's gonna be my first road trip + first trip w/o my mom, kinda w/o my mom anyways. lol.

guess i'll recap from the beginning of winter break, if i can even remember that much... probably can't LOL.. ;_;
so i finished finals on wednesday night <3 finalllly could chill. theNNN thursday, i'm pretty sure i went to see babe & he had to go study for his finals, cus he didn't finish til monday. yeah i can't even remember anything til tuesday, and that was two days ago.. fucklife

so tuesday!! i woke up at 8:30 and started getting ready. made dumplings for breakfast and watched some big bang theory. thennnn i went to pick up daniel from his grandparent's house and gave him his christmas present. he named it shitty! hahaha and he loves his laser gun even though it broke. then i drove to hammy's house to pick him up. and since i was on ocean i called B to see if he and his friend needed a ride since they were going to sonora from somebody elses house. i originally thought that i would leave a lot earlier than 10:30, but it was like 9:50 by the time i got to ham's house so i was just like w/e. so we went to thomas' house and just waited for him + jon to get ready. drove them to a friend's house and then we went to get breakfast. i had strawberry lemonade cus i wasn't hungry, but they had other foods. :)

made our way to vallejo ONLY TO FIND that six flags wasn't open til2. went to some ghetto outdoor mall thing.. dollar treeeee!!!! POTTED MEAT. fiddle faddle. lmfao the names on those things..hilarious. got cookie/cupcake mix =] thanks hams!<3 andthen we went to target. got a pillow, and played bop it. 89 !! oh then hams and i had panda express and daniel got wingstop. the area there is so gross, omg. then we went to sixflags and it was HELLA COLD... we went on a lot of rides, but not as many as we wanted to.. it was really just TOO COLD for hella things. we saw all the animals though !!! <3 i love animals. =] it was weird that they had dogs... like the dogs were really really ugly too.. anyways we dipped at like 7 after it got dark so we saw the lights. it was pretty nice. went to berkeley to eat, and the japanese place we went to was too crowded, so we got korean. was tasteless. :( oh wells. the tea was good. LOL.. went to daniel's house afterwards and just chilled there til daniel wanted to go out. went home and played ds for a little while then slept. :)

yesterday!! i ran errands. got a lot of shit done. returned some stuff at ross + stonestown, got bedsheets, got a sweater. bought b's christmas present.. it's crappy but i hope he likes it ! LOL. i have no idea what to get for guys...atall. whatelsedidido. umm.. oh then i went to toyota and got my car serviced. they gave me a ride to target and i did some shopping there=] got a lot of stuffff. food mostly lOL. daniel met me there and then we just stayed at target for a really long time.... he drove me to toyota to get my car and we looked around at cars, and got free food =] yay! my service person gave me a free car wash and the plateholders that i wanted :). plates are comin offf <3

afterwards i went home to drop off my stuff then picked up daniel again and we drove all around the city in search of a car wash with vacuum cleaners because the one i have isn't strong enough and i literally had little pebbles in my car. ended up going to the place i had originally planned on going to on geary... lolol. oh wells, i hate this tank of gas that i'm running on right now. fuck 76... oh we went to subway before we went to the gas station. subway was uh....interesting. the toilet didnt flush at all so like every 4 people it would flood because of the toilet paper LOLOLL grosss..

after everything we came back to my house and he helped me pack..sorta..and he helpedme wrap gifts=] i feel like i'm packing too heavily to go to LA for a couple days but IDK it seems like i need everything too... i'm terrible when it comes to traveling..thomas is gonna be pissed when he sees everything that i've packed lOL. -_-;

two more days til i see babe + four til we go to LA !<3 excitedexcitedexcited

KBYE

hyfr

hell yeaaa fuckin' right

bored so i'm blogging. did my homework earlier.. should be doing my personal statement right now. waiting for my boyfriend to go out so i can concentrate better. never, fucking, mind. he is going out at 11:30 wow, i am never going to get this shit done. yes i will. fuck talking to him lOL

anyways today i went to school, history class.. math class.. human sex.. philosophy. twas quite productive. took lots of notes. had a quiz in history, felt pretty confident!! got my math quiz back, didn't do too bad, happy since i was sure i failed it and had been stressing about it ALL WEEKEND.

after school i went to luckys and bought some stuff to make spaghetti. made WAYYYY too much spaghetti. like enough for 6 people. so i ate, then packed some up and went to thomas' house. chilled there for a while :) cuddling w/babe is relaxing...really takes my mind off of everything.. we watched some tv and just chilled.

left at 7, and i asked him to go to the kitchen to get my edamame, and he went allll the way to the kitchen and came back with water... "babe did you get my edamame" he turns to me with a huge smile on his face "I DID NOT" and walked back to the kitchen to get it... jeEEeeez. -_-! got home and ate my edamame while staring at my mom talk on the phone... i'm creepy.

kbyeeeeee

all a nigga need is a little bit of 'tron...

;askjfaklsfd i am so bored fml -_-