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sometimes everything just hurts too much, sometimes the feelings are just too intense.. i don't know what to do, i don't know what to say. i just need friends when it comes to times like this. i need to lay in someones bed and cry until i can't breathe or feel anything.

what do i do. i can't bring myself to mention it even though it's so important to me. i can't even figure it out and it's frustrating. i don't know what to do and i don't want to get out of bed but i can't stay down and let this eat me alive..

help.